Only Because She Has Suffered

To start things off - since I'm new to this world - I'm going to just make a random post *nods*


'Stronger Than Her Pain'


Is it just me, or is it odd how much a song can weave and work its way into your life? Like there are songs that I hear that when I hear them it reminds me of something, or someone. I mean the first time you hear the song you don't think, OMG this song will always remind me of this place or this person, it just sort of happens. Personally I can't help but be constantly amazed by how much music changes and influences everything in my life.


Like if I'm having a bad day and I just need to think and be completely consumed by an emotion I can put on a song that I relate to that moment or that feeling. And for some reason when that song comes on it just seems to describe and say everything that I'm feeling.


'The questions asked in order, to save her life or take it. The answer 'no' to avoid death. The answer 'yes' would make it, make it."


"Perfect love kills all fear, rejoice in it's deliverance."


"Pull me out from inside."


Just simple lines from different songs can just relate to so much, and also can cause you to think so much more than you thought that one simple statement ever could. Like the rest of the lyrics and song could mean absolutely nothing, but if it has that one line that grabs your attention it was worth you listening to.


"I am outside, and I've been waiting for the sun. With my wide eyes, I've seen worlds that don't belong. My mouth is dry, with words I can not verbalize. Tell me why we live like this."


As I grow and change I know that regardless of anything else in this life, I will always have my music. It will never leave me, or hurt me purposefully. In more ways than one I'm in love with music, it's my strength when I need it. It's my shoulder to cry on when I'm sad, it helps me vent my anger when I'm mad. In some messed up way it makes living life day to day bearable and worth wild.


"Cause we are broken. What must we do to restore, our innocence."