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Which Vampire Clan Would I Be From?

2008-09-22T21:14:00.000-07:00

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The Necromancers {Giovanni}

6 Assamite, 1 Brujah, 5 Gangrel, 2 Malkavian, 7 Nosferatu, 5 Toreador, 6 Tremere, 5 Ventrue, 6 Lasombra, 6 Tzimisce, 7 Setites, 8 Giovanni and 0 Ravnos!

The ever genteel Giovanni clan have the dark ability to control the dead. They are not reviled by the other clans but they are given plenty of room in which to operate. All Giovanni clan members are members of an old Italian family that, over the years, has only turned family members. They behave much like the modern day mob, raising the interest that the 20's and 30's mafia gained. The Giovanni are one of the wealthiest and most powerful clans during modern nights. They are interested in knoweldge and not just that of the arcane. The Giovanni are not involved in the wars the other clans wage on one another. They are quietly waiting in the wings, amassing their assets.

For you to be a Giovanni means that you come naturally to power. You have a few rough edges but you are very presentable and respectible. You enjoy controlling others and controlling every aspect of your life. You are loyal to your family and your clan. You possess "good old fashioned Italian mafioso" values. In lamens terms, inf anyone gets in your way, they may have an accident which is fine by you because they are worth as much to you dead as they are undead.

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Just goes to show ya - I'm pretty hood man :)

More Music

2008-09-04T20:28:00.000-07:00

"I see the children in the rain like the parade before the pain. I see the love, I see the hate, I see this world that we can make. I see the life, I see the sky, Give it all to see you fly. Yes, we wave this flag of hatred, but you're the ones who made it
Watch the beauty of all our lies passing right before my eyes. I hear the hate in all your words. all the wars to make us hurt. We get so sick of so sick, we never wanted all this. Medication for the kids with no reason to live."

So I'm obsessed with yet another new band - I guess they were/are really popular with the 'myspace' crowed. But I've been so out of the loop with all of that stuff lately that I'm surprised that I still have five hundred and something friends. I mean if I were them I would have deleted me :lol:

I just really like their style, they are different, and ear catching. I'm pretty sure most people probably are drawn to them because of the masks they wear and such, but for me it was their music. But I'm not really in much of a blabbing mood so I'll just post a video - and let you know that more of their songs are on the playlist on my page.

Song Love

2008-08-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

I might do this once in awhile - just post random song lyrics that I find amazing or that I just plain old can't get out of my head :)

Mozella - Light Years Away

It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"
And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place

But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me
And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was

Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life

That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away
Light years away

Only Because She Has Suffered

2008-07-22T23:30:00.001-07:00

To start things off - since I'm new to this world - I'm going to just make a random post *nods*

'Stronger Than Her Pain'

Is it just me, or is it odd how much a song can weave and work its way into your life? Like there are songs that I hear that when I hear them it reminds me of something, or someone. I mean the first time you hear the song you don't think, OMG this song will always remind me of this place or this person, it just sort of happens. Personally I can't help but be constantly amazed by how much music changes and influences everything in my life.

Like if I'm having a bad day and I just need to think and be completely consumed by an emotion I can put on a song that I relate to that moment or that feeling. And for some reason when that song comes on it just seems to describe and say everything that I'm feeling.

'The questions asked in order, to save her life or take it. The answer 'no' to avoid death. The answer 'yes' would make it, make it."

"Perfect love kills all fear, rejoice in it's deliverance."

"Pull me out from inside."

Just simple lines from different songs can just relate to so much, and also can cause you to think so much more than you thought that one simple statement ever could. Like the rest of the lyrics and song could mean absolutely nothing, but if it has that one line that grabs your attention it was worth you listening to.

"I am outside, and I've been waiting for the sun. With my wide eyes, I've seen worlds that don't belong. My mouth is dry, with words I can not verbalize. Tell me why we live like this."

As I grow and change I know that regardless of anything else in this life, I will always have my music. It will never leave me, or hurt me purposefully. In more ways than one I'm in love with music, it's my strength when I need it. It's my shoulder to cry on when I'm sad, it helps me vent my anger when I'm mad. In some messed up way it makes living life day to day bearable and worth wild.

"Cause we are broken. What must we do to restore, our innocence."